Using The Power of Intention

I picked up this book that I had started reading years ago and never completed. I turned to the back of the book and read two great quotes that called out to me. The first is " You were intended out of love; you must be love in order to intend." The second one is "If you're experiencing scarcity, anguish, depression, an absence of love, or any inability to attract what you desire, seriously look at how you've been attracting these circumstances into your life."
Wow, the past two days I've been totally hit with feelings that I have an inability to attract what I desire, fear, and distrust. Prior to this, I've been acting with faith very consistently and have been rewarded. I took action and what I needed appeared, in this case the money. Yesterday, I anxiously waited for the money to appear again but it hadn't. So I had all these confusing feelings. If I seriously take a look at how I attracted this circumstance, I can see that I was distrusting in my actions, I acted with fear, I tried to cover things up. I did all of this in order to avoid an argument with my partner. It would have been so much more freeing if I was just open about everything and took responsibility for the result. That is exactly why I attracted my current circumstance in my life.
Luckily, I can realize this and interrupt it. I'm making a promise to myself to be open and loving and trusting. I need to attract $1500 by this saturday. Now there are tons of ways I can do this. Abundance surrounds me. There are opportunities everywhere. I am letting go of fear, doubt, and mistrust. I am going to be the example of these universal principles and the magic of the world. Readers, please intend with me!

What a journey!

Wow, just had to take a moment to update you on my last few weeks. Belize was amazing!!! I had so much fun with my family! I really enjoyed it, just missed out not having Max come with us. Next time for sure.
As for business, I've been taking some bold actions toward going to the summit conference. This conference is a 5 day personal development event held in Hawaii. It's the elite conference of our company. In the last few weeks, I contacted business men, former bosses, my dad, friends, researched to get funding. I took the actions that I normally wouldn't have but would take me closer to getting there. I even booked my ticket to Hawaii!!! I got a free room at the hotel, all I needed was the funds to purchase the conference tickets....and I wasn't able to get it- yet.
What I've learned from this and the conversations I've had is that I am committed to operating at the top level. Although I'm going to miss this summit, I will be at the next one and I can start operating at that level NOW, even though I am not there. Now what results will that bring....we shall see.