Ughh!

It's fascinating how I would do anything for Max to go to Belize with me next week. That is my motivation for producing results this week and yet I did not produce anything so far. He won't go because one, he can't take that many days off work and two, because he can't afford it. Time and Money, isn't that the excuse for everything. I wish I could have worked harder and created something here. It's not too late or is it. I'm leaving one week from today.

We've got everything we need

What's coming up for me is this saying that we've got everything we need. God has given us everything we need. Sometimes, we need mentors to bring them our or reflect them like mirrors so we can see it for ourselves. That is why people and opportunities come in your life. When you are ready, you will be able to see them.
When I was looking at myself in the mirror this morning, I got that I'm imperfect on the outside. No matter how much I try, I will not be completely symmetrical. I am a unique individual. I remember when I was younger, I had crooked teeth and an overbite. I never liked to talk and show my teeth. I finally got braces after high school. I felt so insecure. I felt awesome once I took the braces off. Max told me would have loved seeing me with braces. That's why I love him so much. He loves me, even my imperfections. My ex told me wouldn't have dated me with braces, what a complete opposite. Max also believes in me and supports what I do, he trusts me and has faith in me. That is my truth and is unmessable with.
I had a conversation with one of my mentors, Laura Mcmullin about my experience with Liberty League International. I got really excited because I didn't realize what I have my hands on.
I have a lifeline to "freedom." A unique opportunity to develop my inner strength, power, potential, goddess within to shine. An opportunity to connect with people all over the world, inspire them, and assist them in achieving their financial and personal goals.
I get to work alongside fun, vibrant, committed entrepreneurs who assist each other on the same journey to financial freedom.
Where I came from, I could have lived a very safe, small life but I've always wanted so much more for myself, my family, and for the difference I could make in this world. I have the vehicle to do that now.

My why

I finally have a big why on why I want to do this business. I will continue to focus on it everyday until it becomes a reality!
I want Max to be my full partner in my business. We grow together personally everyday. We have a life filled around our commitments, not doing things because we have to but because we want to! This was a dream I never thought could be possible. But anything is possible and I've found a business where this is a reality for lots of people. He will no longer say I can't go here or there because I can't take off the time from work or we don't have enough money, we can only send you. That's what's really important to me, enjoying life's experiences with someone special.
In order to make this happen, I will need to replace his income plus make a substantially larger income for a cushion. My goal is to make at least 10,000 in one month before he can say goodbye to his job.
As I accomplish this bigger goal, all the little goals will fall into place. Then I will move on to my next big goal such as purchasing new car, home, youth center and provide for our families.
What's stopping me is authentically sharing my vision of where I am going with people. I get stopped because I think he's at work with the car and since we're sharing a car right now, I am home. Who is there to talk to if I don't have enough leads for the day? I know this in inauthentic and I need to get more creative about sharing with people...but it's kind of scary. I'm willing to be courageous if that's going to mean I will accomplish my dream.

My inner thoughts

I was just writing in my journal reflecting on a few things and listening to some inspirational music. I going to share those thoughts with you:
This is how I think so hopefully you can follow and it makes sense.

1.Who am I at my core? 2. What are my limiting beliefs? 3.What's holding me back from hitting my financial goals? 4. What do I want for myself? 5.My elevator speech

1. I am pure love and healing for this world. I am one with others and nature. I am the goddess of vitality, courage, and abundance.
2. My limiting beliefs are that no one will follow me in Liberty League and they sure will not pay me all that money. This is inauthentic. They will follow me because I am an example of what's possible and people will pay me thousands of dollars to learn from me and live my lifestyle. I am extraordinary and in the top 3% of the industry. (This is who I want to be)
3. Consistent Action
4. I want Max to be home with me enjoying the perks of being an entrepreneur and be free to travel whenever we want and for Max to declare what he wants. I want all of my Liberty conferences to be free which means I will get paid first so it's basically free, just traveling to exotic locations 2-3 times per year. I want my family and friends to have the passion and freedom to enjoy each day and experience life. I want to be able to make choices based on my commitments in life not based on money. If I want to go to bootcamp, I don't want to worry about how I will pay for it, or purchase health insurance or purchasing a gift for someone.
5. I am a home based business owner and entrepreneur. I introduce people to a simple marketing system and teach them how to create wealth from home.

No more focusing on what I don't want, only going after and focusing on what I do want.