Intentions

I'm getting clearer and clearer about my goals. My goal is to be financially free. I want to make $3,000 today! I will pay all my bills and everything I owe. I will do this by signing up 4 people and recieving my settlement check today. I will do some personal development and gratitude. Let me see how this Law of Attraction thing works. Off I go.

Through Adversity Comes Opportunity

What a week I had! I turned 26 years old a few days ago. That number just make me feel much wiser and mature. I celebrated at Disneyland on thurs with Max and had a small dinner with friends on friday. It was fantastic! As far as my business, by being outside of my comfort zone, and taking on being open and vulnerable, I had a woman from the UK say yes, she would sign up with me. Wow, I was so excited- that was on my birthday!!! How things work out.
Come today, the woman changed her mind. I was disappointed but very grateful for the experience. I had gone through so many obstacles, learning skype, staying up and waking up really early to speak to her. I had fun. If I can do it once, I can do it again!
On to my finances, I've tracked my expenses for my business quite well. As for my personal expenses, I have no idea where the money goes and have been taking it week by week. I used to be on top of all my bills, never had one late payment. Now everything is late! I just added up everything I owe and I am backed up quite a bit! That's a reality check, I've got to get my business moving and into profit. That's the beauty of my business, you can create cash on demand. That's actually the topic this week. Now if I can just tap into how!!!
I've had moments of being completely stressed and overwhelmed but it's awesome to know that I can actually survive and thrive while all of this is happening. If I could have seen what I would be going through financially right now, I don't think I would have the courage to step into this journey. I know all icons go through some adversity and this is mine.
Now what- It's time to put my intentions out there and create some magic. I'm intending to raise 15k to attend my next conference in July. Don't know how or when but that's what I'm putting out there. Just like I didn't know how I would raise money to get to Acapulco but I got there.

Self Image

Yesterday was a very special day- It was Easter. I went to mass yesterday morning and I was left very moved with what the pastor said. He said it's time to leave the cemetary and look through our Easter eyes. What this means to me is it is time to let go of the suffering, anxiety, stress in any area of our lives that we are struggling..for me it has been financially.
I started a new home business a little over 4 months now. I absolutely love what I do, my industry, and the people I work with. I am the only person limiting what I can do here. I have huge goals. That is my vision board I posted on the right. I'm committed to making a six figure income in 2009 and I have to keep standing in that's possible.
One of my products is a self study personal development program called Beyond Freedom. I was reading the workbook this morning about Self Image. "The way you see yourself alters the way you see the world, not only does it affect the way you feel about yourself, but also the way others regard you." I have the ability to change my self image to one that serves my needs. In the past, I saw myself as someone who can't lead groups or teams, someone who can at most make 50K per year, someone that could never take more than 1 vacation per year, someone who does not have close friends.
In the past 21/2 years, I've really taken on personal development and transformation and have accomplished so much that I'm grateful for...trips to Hawaii, Acapulco and family trip to Belize, authentic relationships, quit my job and started working in a field that challenges me and has the potential to change my life and assist many people along the way.
Now it's time to go to the next level. I've heard everything I want lies outside of my comfort zone. So I'm going to start playing out there. One thing is to open myself and be vulnerable and share myself here on these blogs.
What's next for me is trip to Belize this July, business conference in Hawaii in July and Puerto Rico in October and move into my own place with my boyfriend Max by the end of the year. I also am committed to helping my parents renovate their home and plan their 25th year anniversary party this December. How I will do this is to create a team of people and assist them in their business and make $10,000 per month. Time to get to work now.